Sexually assaulted and left with baby

I had worked for London escorts services for four years when I was assaulted by a date close to my apartment. To be honest I had always thought that the guy was a bit of weirdo and I had never liked him. We meet a lot of different people in this job and I just put him down to being a bit of an usual guy. The truth turned out to be different and he had a long history of sex abuse. One night when I was living my boudoir, he raped me outside. My boss at London escorts services was shocked and spent all night with me at the police station and at the hospital.

A couple of weeks later I started to feel really poorly in the mornings. First of all I thought it was from stress so I went to my doctor. At this time I was still of work from London escorts services. I described all of my symptoms to my kind doctor, and she asked me if I could be pregnant. Really I should have taken the morning after pill after the rape but I didn’t. What’s more it had not been offered to me. The test soon came back and I found at that I was pregnant. I discussed it with my boss at London escorts services and he could not believe it.

At first I did not know how I felt about the baby. It felt very unnatural somehow. All of my London escorts girlfriends told me to have an abortion but I could not bring myself to do it. I did not want to end a life as enough tragedy had taken place anyway. Instead, I decided to keep the baby and my boss at escorts in London services supported me.

The things was I did not want to keep the baby for myself. I wanted the baby to go to a couple who did not have any children. My boss at London escorts services said that his brother and sister-in-law had been trying for a baby for ages, but had not been able to conceive. I liked my boss a lot so I decided that I wanted the baby to be placed with them. Out of all the tragedy a beautiful baby girl was born on a December day. My first visitor was my boss from London escorts services and he brought his entire family.

My daughter was adopted by the most loving family in London. Today she is ten years old and her name is Evelyn. I see her sometimes but I have never told her I am her mother. We went through with a private adoption and I know that she is happy. I still work for London escorts services but in the office instead. To be fair, I suffered too much trauma and I was not able to work as a London escort again. I still keep in touch with all of the London escorts who supported me through my pregnancy, without them I would not have made it.